ch-ch-ch-changes.

Once again, my work schedule has changed.  This Monday I was informed I either needed to start full time next week or they were going to find someone else for my position.  Oh, and that my position was being totally changed from what I've been doing (scheduling, misc. office duties).  Now I'm going to help the sales team by creating bids and making sure that customers are receiving their bids and happy with them.  I will also be helping with making sure invoices are being created on time.  Super bummer.  I was just getting into the swing of being a stay at home wife 4 days a week. Mark and I discussed it for a few days and we decided in the long run we needed me to take the full time position, it will help us pay of our debt faster and the more money we can save now the better, after all, I'm trying to convince Mark that we should start on trying to have a kiddo next year ;)  (not sure he is falling for it quite yet, but we're getting there, hehe).

Anyway, next week I start full time again.  I'm not very good at full time jobs.  I get tired of them quickly, I start complaining a lot, I start feeling unloved because I'm not spending as much time with Mark, etc...  You can probably imagine all the problems that I could come up with from working full time.  So I would really appreciate any prayer that you could throw out there for me.  I understand that right now this is something that I need to do, but I really need to have a better attitude about it and be thankful that I HAVE a job. 

I'm also doing a 'Read the Bible in 90 days' plan.  So far I'm in Judges and its been an awesome experience!  I can't wait to finish!  But, I feel like I might get distracted because of not having all that extra time in those two days to do my reading...I could use prayer to stay on track with that as well. 

Lastly, I'm a newly wed (duh, its all I ever talk about).  And the second month of marriage was a tad bit harder than the first (what, you should admit it too!).  So I think I've adjusted my attitude and outlook on that already, but sheesh, its a constant effort.  Mark (I'm sure) would appreciate prayer for me in this aspect of my life too...My birth control pills, living with a man, and marriage-y things have my hormones and emotions all over the place...I'm slightly crazy.  But I love my husband and I want him to be happy and for him to know that I'm happy...and I think I will always need prayer for that.  I didn't intend for this post to be a 'pray for me post'...but I guess I need it more than I thought :)

Thanks and Love!