So, this seems a bit strange to be blogging about, mostly because, I don't really know the first thing about marriage yet. I don't know what its going to be like, how we will react to it...I basically just know that I can't wait :) But I think its actually starting to hit me that in 40 days and 6 hours I will be standing in front of 100 or more people, confessing my undying love to my Mark....and to be honest, it kind of scares the dickens out of me. First of all, the fact that I have to walk in to a room, where everybody then stands up to stare at me. Oh my goodness, anyone that even barely knows me probably knows that I hate the spotlight like that. People are going to be staring at me!!!! (WARNING : for those of you attending the wedding, please don't laugh at my face when it instantly turns bright red!). Secondly, I'm really going to be married. I tried to explain this thought to Mark the other day, and he laughed at me (go figur...