July 23, 2013

A kid, a coach and the best husband ever.

Hello!  My oh my has it been forever since I have blogged.  My brain has been too squished with life to want to sit down and write about it.  Today I have an hour to just sit and be, so I thought I should fill you in!

We still aren't pregnant.  We aren't worried about it!  A few MAJOR life changes have been happening over the last few months and I can just imagine how I would have reacted to them if I were pregnant or had a newborn!  First, Mark's position at the state was terminated due to lack of funds, so he has spent the last 7 weeks looking for a new job.  He got offered a position last week (YAY!!!) so he will start his new job in a few weeks!  Phew!  Meanwhile, I have been BUSY with nannying and coaching CrossFit!  Yes, I am a CrossFit Level 1 Trainer (come workout with me!!) and I have been coaching 16ish hours a week!  My dear sweet husband has been doing SO MUCH for us around the house, I am legitimately worried about what will happen to us once he starts working again (for real, he cooks 90% of our meals and I can see us starving to death once he is working).  He also has been doing 90% of the dishes, laundry and household chores.  Okay, truth is, he gets bored during the day and why not clean the house (plus he likes it clean).  I will probably be fine.  Hopefully.  Maybe.  Pray for us/him.

Second big thing is that we *might have the opportunity to adopt a sweet girl who needs parents to love her unconditionally.  We have been spending more and more time with her and honestly can't imagine life without her anymore.  We both love her so much and she really flourished while staying with us for a few days!

*I say we might have the opportunity because there are other family members that want to adopt this sweet girl.  There are home studies happening and the state will chose the family they think is most suitable for her in the long run, not just in the present.  We might not be parents yet, but I have extensive nannying background and we honestly are SO ready to be parents.  Mark is so sweet with her and so willing to do anything she wants.  I love watching them play an interact together, it makes my mama heart so full!

So this is the Crocker life happenings at this point!  I will try to be more faithful about blogging as I have TONS of ideas for when I have a little, and so many other things to share!

PS.  I want to do a giveaway to my amazing sister's etsy shop.  She has given me two necklaces for you to choose from!  More on this later on in the week!


May 08, 2013

Color Issue Giveaway!

Aarean over at Color Issue is doing a cute giveaway for moms!  I know I'm not a mom yet but I know plenty of people who are just about to be!  Go check it out, it's for a Solly wrap and a pair of Freshly Picked Moccs!

March 02, 2013

Sweetheart VoxBox Opening!

Okay, disclaimer-this is the first time I have made a video. I'm awkward, I don't know what I'm saying, and I'm kind of embarrassed. BUT I love all the products and can't wait to try them out!

Also, I say that the Va-Va-Vivid is a facial massager, and it is, but it is massaging for a deep clean, not just to feel good!

All of these items came complementary from Influenster!

February 14, 2013

Happy Valentines Day!

KnitPurlStitch wanted to drop by and wish you a Happy Valentines Day! And with that said, you can get 15% off at my shop today, just use the coupon code VALENTINE15.


Tonight I will be working and snuggling with my man at the same time :). Oh the joys of being a nanny!


February 11, 2013

I'm Alive!

Just wanted to pop in and say HI!

I'm alive, just slightly overwhelmed.

I am attempting to overcome the overwhelmed-ness by using a new scheduling app that will hopefully keep me on task daily!

Yes I am definitely still CrossFitting.  Yes I am still trying to get pregnant.  Yes I am behind on my book reading this year.  And Yes, my etsy shop has sold 7 items so far!

I posted some new items this weekend (including my awesome chevron knitted blanket!!!-that I want to name, Suze maybe? Not sure why..). Here are some photos of the new things, come check out my shop and spread the word!  KnitPurlStitch!

January 30, 2013

Liebster Award!

Earlier this week Rachel from Butler Diaries nominated me for the Liebster award, which is a way for smaller blogs to connect with other small blogs.

I love Rachel's blog, she is always so real and honest about her life and amazingly sweet. 

The Rules:
Thank the person who nominated you and link your post to their blog.
List 11 facts about yourself then answer the 11 questions given to you.
Create 11 more questions for your 9 nominees, all of whom have 200 or less followers.
Comment on their blogs informing them of the Liebster Award nomination.

1.  I just opened my own Etsy shop!  KnitPurlStitch!
2.  I LOVE LOVE LOVE CrossFit.
3.  I still have a quilt my mom made me when I was 2.  I've had to stitch it up a few times and so its name is now 'Frankie Blankie'.  Its weird. I know.
4.  I used to eat ramen noodles daily.  Now I don't even know the last time I ate them. I miss them :)
5.  I married a boy that went to school with me from 6th-12th grade (and we never talked until age 23).
6.  We've been trying to get pregnant for a while, can't wait until it actually happens.
7.  I love cookies and ice cream.  And donuts. And doritos.
8.  Pink is my favorite color.
9.  Moulin Rouge is my favorite movie, Ewan McGregor and Nicole Kidman, swoon!
10.  I dream of having a gorgeous white and gray kitchen of my own.
11.  Someday I will leave America.  Even if it is only to Canada.  I really should go to Canada, I'm just a few hours away!

11 Questions from Rachel:
1) If you were able to travel anywhere in the world where would it be?  
Greece!  I can't wait to get there someday.
2) What is your description of the perfect day?  Waking up to snuggles from my husband, waffles with fresh strawberries & mimosas, going on an adventure with M and then lots of cuddling at home!

3) Books or Movies?  Books!
4) If you had to survive on one certain food for the rest of your life, what would it be?  Eggs / Avocados / Salsa.
5) Would you rather live in a small cottage in the country or an apartment in the city?  It would depend if I had children!  If it was just M and I, then the city.  If we had kids, definitely the cottage!

6) Who is your favorite actor/actress?  Actor, Ewan McGregor.  Actress, Sydney Bristow.  Oops, I mean Jennifer Garner.
7) Have any pet peeves?  Loud chewing, bad driving, having to ask people 'what?' over and over.
8) What made you want to start a blog?  Just wanted to share the ups and downs of life with friends and family.
9) What is more romantic to you, a surprise picnic on the beach or a swanky dinner and night out on the town?  Surprise picnic on the beach, I LOVE the beach, and I love surprises...kind of.
10) What is your favorite flower?  I love dahlias and any bright bold big flowers.
11) Coffee or hot tea?  Hot tea, now anyway.  I used to love coffee but I stopped drinking caffeine so now I do decaf green teas.  Yum!

My 11 questions for my nominees : 
1.  Tattoos? Have or want?
2.  Boys with blonde hair and blue eyes or dark hair and brown eyes?
3.  Stripes or Florals?
4.  What is your dream vacation?
5.  What is your biggest social networking obsession?  (Oh instagram).
6.  Why do you blog?
7.  Flats or heels?  Or chucks?
8.  Tell me about your family!
9.  If you could live anywhere in the world, where and why?
10.  What is your all time favorite song?  
11.  Sun or Snow?!

My 9 Nominees :
3.  Jenny
4.  Sara Lynn
5.  Carly
7.  Morgan
9.  Jordan

January 22, 2013


This weekend M and I got to go to Portland and spend some time with my sister and her family. She has two little boys and one on the way, so every second has noise/crying/laughter. Joellen and I got to spend some time away (went to the mall) which was a perfect break from chaos. I did get quite a bit of knitting done and was able to post some new stuff up on my Etsy shop! I also got three custom orders (yay!!). If you see anything on my site you like but are interested in a different size, color or color combos just let me know! Here is a peek of my new product!

January 18, 2013

New Path!

I am loving everything CrossFit right now ya'll, I seriously cannot workout enough, or hard enough! I'm always trying to see where in the workout I could have gone harder or faster or pushed 'I can't' out of my head instead of letting it sit there for a while. It feels awesome to be in shape again, to say I'm almost back to the athlete I once was!

I'm not losing any more on the scale, I've capped out at 11.5 pounds gone, but I can see my muscles tightening up a little more each week! I'm definitely gaining muscle weight! Over the next few weeks my trainer Cody is officially starting to get the box he's running up and going, and oh man...he asked me if I would like to coach! There is a lot I have to do to get there, but the fact that he thinks I can do it feels amazing! I couldn't be more excited to start running down this new life path, to actually have a career goal like this-it's one of the best feelings! CrossFit Audacity people!

I forgot to tell you about the results of this day. It turned out awesome, we got there and we're getting all pumped up when he broke the news to us, we were actually going to be doing the workout TWICE! But I killed it with 9:30 the first round and 11:30 my second round (my previous time was 13:27 for just one round!). And its been like this with every workout that we've repeated, always at LEAST a 4 minute PR (personal record). And I can do about 30 unbroken double unders now! Big jump for me!

Here's just a little motivation for you and if you live near by, email me about our crossfit box!

Images all via my Pinterest board!

January 15, 2013


Hey guys!

I know that I have mentioned before my love of knitting, how fun it is to figure new things out and how amazing it is that with two sticks and some yarn you can create some truly awesome things! Well, I decided to put my love out there for other people to see, favorite and purchase on etsy! My shop name is KnitPurlStitch and I have also got my own URL : www.knitpurlstitch.com, it just kicks you automatically over to my shop.

I'm daily just working away, and will be adding more and more each week as I finish up some product! It's so exciting to see how many people are looking at my items, even people I don't know adding them to their favorites! Here is a quick peek at some items already posted, and a few that will be posted later this week :)

I hope to see you around my shop!

January 12, 2013

Simple Saturdays

This is what our lazy Saturday morning looked like today.

Working on a commissioned hat for a friend and drinking some soothing tea for my maybe getting sick throat. This nanny is a sucker for those big sad eyes of a sick baby, which means too many kisses from someone with a cold.

I hope your Saturday morning is as lazy as mine!

PS. M and I got a new camera (Canon Rebel t3i) so please forgive me if I start posting too many pictures :)

January 04, 2013

Hope and Faith

Last month was my last chance of getting pregnant in time to still have a baby at the age of 26. Of course I know it doesn't really matter what age I am when I have my first child, it was just because that was how old my mom was when she had me. It felt like it would be a fun connection between us three. And then my period was 5 full days late! And I was just so so happy. On day three of lateness we were at church and I was just thanking Jesus for the ability to be a mom, and of fulfilling this dream of mine and I prayed for the health of my little tot and that it would always just feel so loved by us. I knew that God loved me and wanted to show me that I shouldn't doubt Him, that He has my back.
Then on Wednesday I started my period.
But I am still reminded of that joyous feeling I had on Sunday, that I should still have complete faith in my Father, that He loves me more than I can imagine and that soon enough M and I will get our child.
And right now I have so much hope for our future. And I am daily praying for strength and for these feelings of hope and faith last me a lifetime.

Meanwhile I am using CrossFit to keep me occupied enough to not make me think more about it than needed. And I'm thinking that if I'm not going to be growing a big baby belly starting this month that I'll just work more on getting a six pack. And in nine months when I still don't quite have a baby to snuggle with, I'll snuggle with my amazing husband.